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Out Of My Own Skin

by Broadcast Fiction

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1.
Would it sound redundant if I said "all I want is a change"? Desensitized by the lies that flicker at me. I don't think that I'll make it I just want someone to please listen to me. It's undeniable, but I can't explain it Because everything I say just hits the walls. And if you hear me screaming, then please come save me The truth is I don't have a clue at all. And I wish I wasn't so critical of everything I say. I'm just a spark that burned out in the snow without a trace. But you make me sick. I'm tired and I don't want anything to do with you. Am I coming through? Can you hear me now?
2.
Ladies and gentlemen, there's no turning back now. It's time to listen up Because I got the answer to cure all of your bad dreams Give me something to grab so I don't fall back to where I was before. Remember all those times you were honest with yourself for once in your life? 'Cause you're not quite stable I saw you under the streetlight And you just weren't able To get your words to fall down right And right now, I bet your picking up the pieces And you'll scatter them across this town And act like someone you're not But not me. I don't regret a single god-damn thing And I'm not a part of this fucking lie I won't let the world get the best and try to pull me down I know that this won't matter in the long run I know you think it's funny But let me tell you right now, I'm not laughing The system's flawed and I don't think that you get it Let me spell it out - Every time I walk outside, I'm buried under the madness that you've made 'Cause you're not quite stable I saw her under the streetlight And she just wasn't able To get her words to fall down right Lately, I feel like I'm out of my own skin Like the ghost of me slipped through the cracks in my bedroom And now there's just no place for these old bones And through all the time and trouble, I hope your problems go away Get off your path from self-destruction Right now, I'll bet you're picking up the pieces And you'll scatter them across this down Now go and act like someone you're fucking not But not me, I don't regret a single god-damn thing I'm not a part of this fucking lie I won't let the world get the best and try to pull me down I won't let the world get the best and try to pull me- Get down and off your path from self-destruction
3.
The static on the TV is coursing through my veins It feels like I'm sinking in a sea of black and white It slowly takes control of my thoughts The disasters are being numbed down Draw the curtain Let me see those red stained hands that are ripping me from all of my emotions I wanna see those red stained hands that are ripping me from all of my emotions They say everything is going to be alright, but that's exactly what someone would say if they saw it the way that it is intended to be This conundrum is starting to be part of the scene The disasters are being numbed down I wanna see those red stained hands that are ripping me from all of my emotions Just let me see your red stained hands that are ripping me from all of My emotions
4.
I've got a mountain to climb and I don't wanna be the one standing at the ground to catch you when you fall down I've gotta get this thing off of my chest And after that I'll see you at the top Will be my last regret Gonna be my one last bow Gotta be the last time I take it all for granted, now I gotta get this off of my chest And then you'll see what I'm all about And now I'm sitting her forever Waiting for your name to break Like flowers through the asphalt I never thought I'd be forever seventeen My mind's always stuck in the past So tonight I'm dressing up like a ghost 'Cause I'm not cut out for this mess I've seen it all before, I'll see it one last time I've watched the shadows of what we could be divide All these people stopped living like themselves And started living for everybody else And I stopped looking up when I saw grey skies I took one look around and opened my eyes There's no sense in being something you're not So be yourself, fuck everybody else Time keep stretching and I'm just tearing I never thought this would be happening to me But I guess I was wrong So now tonight I'm climbing out of the grave I've been digging myself all along Time keeps stretching and I'm just tearing
5.
So did you ever find your place in the world that you used to hate? Did you ever turn around? No, I know you never changed a bit So get a new hand to drag you out, or get a new soul to throw around Or did you ever turn everything right-side up? Settle back and tear this apart Because this is the end, but I hope that you live on If the words don't come out right, I promise it's over I just wanna watch you unravel while I dangle by a thread But I'm still just sitting here wondering if you ever caught your break (Catch your break) It's time to let this go So if you're pining for a disaster then come on down So if we're coming to a close, let me get this out before the end You think you ever cross my mind? Oh, if every dime I only had a dime I'm singing- This is the end but I hope that you live on If the words don't come out right Then I found where my trust went to I just wanna watch you unravel while I dangle by a thread But I'm still just sitting here wondering if you ever caught your break (Catch your break) But I think it's time to let this go So if you're pining for a disaster then come on down
6.
I'm so scared of what comes next I've become so void inside, so reckless out It's no good And I feel like these walls could speak If I don't break, and they don't bend Then which direction are we headed then? 'Cause I've got so much to say But the words don't fall down right They ripple off the page To the floor tonight So tear this down And take me home Burn this down And bring me home Oh, it's not what it seems to be Help me out, I need a hand This grave I dug is too deep And you might just think that I hate you so But if you're ever lost and you need a friend You can come inside and be home And now the clock reads half past eight And I'm feeling so alone If I could make it out alive You know I'd be home And after all was said and done We washed the red from our hands We came clean But where do I go from here? Did we break the mold or did we break ourselves? Did we tear apart? My heart's no bitter mess, no 'Cause I'm sick with apathy So tear this down And take me home Burn this down And bring me home

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released September 27, 2016

Tyler Timms - Guitar/backing vocals
Dillon Ray Oliver - Lead vocals/lyrics
James Timms - Bass
Glenn Menteer - Drums

-Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Steve Perrino with Compass Audio at "The Audio Kitchen" in Akron, OH.

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